I know that things are as they should be.
But that doesn’t mean I really like how things are.
Have you noticed that your life is feeling a bit weird lately? I know this is a big question to ask in a little email, but I’m really asking.
Have you noticed that your life today is nothing like your life a year ago?
It just feels different right?
For many (me included), it feels a bit like the bottom is dropping out right now.
For some, that feeling grew throughout the year fed by outside events (like terror attacks and the US election) adding to this sense of unsteadiness.
For others, that feeling has come crashing in, in just the last few weeks.
It’s a weird place we’re in right now. We have this incredible opportunity to choose to grow greatly as individuals and as a group (this group of humans that we all come together to create).
I wish that choosing this growth was easy. I wish we could just say, “OK, I’m ready to leave that behind” or “Yes, I understand now, and that pattern is completely broken” but that can be very hard to do as we are so wonderful at putting powerful self-protections in place.
And, this feeling of insecurity, unknowingness, lack of ease that so many of us are going through right now – a lot of it is that our defenses (the protections we’ve built up over the years to hide our wounds) are starting to crumble. We’re all beginning to experience dwindling protection.
And that’s really uncomfortable.
Just super uncomfortable.
But I’m willing to go through that discomfort. I’m choosing to allow it to be as I embrace and comfort that part of me my protection has been hiding for years.
I know this is a weird, challenging, unsettling time for so many right now. I know that I don’t like it at all. But I also know that I must consciously choose it as this time around, this is what it’s going to take to get to that next level of peace within.
I’m willing to stop resisting and finally just allow myself go through this because the end result, I KNOW, is totally worth it.
Are you? Share your thoughts below.
Love and Light,
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